Anyone know of good DIET PILLS that actually work in australia that are available over the counter to people 16 years of age? also how much? please help me
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It just really kills me,
I know, people say the future will be better,
But ive been waiting so long and nothing changes, it seems like things are getting better, but then they drop even lower than they have ever been.
I’m lost and weak and close to giving up all together again.
I can never say “I’m at my lowest point in life” because life always seems to surprise me and make a new low all together and everything gets harder and harder,
Nothing gets easier,
Nothing is good,
Nothing is changing,
I don’t have the patience to wait forever,
I don’t have anything to look forward to in life,
I don’t have people close to me or friends or family anymore that i have to worry about caring,
There’s just me, and I’m all alone in my own fucked up world, I don’t even know who I am.
This doesn’t even make sense, I’m so confused and lost and exhausted,
I don’t have the energy to live like this, im on the edge of ending everything.
skyli0n asked: My dad is the same way. well sorta, only he wouldn't care enough to take me to a clinic.
I’m that angry honest to god.
Yeh mine wouldn’t either, he knows I’m way to fat for that, he just says im unhealthy and says that he’ll take me there to try and make me eat healthy.
Makes me feel like shit and just makes me have a stronger will to not eat.
When my dad realises I don’t eat anymore and tells me I have an eating disorder and he is going to take me to a clinic.
Fucking hell I’m that angry, if I had a fucking eating disorder I’m pretty sure I’d be fucking skinny but I’m the complete oppisite.
Then he fucking complains that I fucking eat everything in the house and binge on everything, does he not fucking understand how fat that makes me feel?
That’s honestly it, I’m not eating ever a fucking gain. Not even joking.